Missing you from Bratislava

5/14/1947 · From Martin Ilkow → Lanka Ilkow · Bratislava

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English Translation

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My Dearest Darling,

I sent you only postcards from my journey through the C.S.R., because I could not take the time to write a letter, but please do not take it the wrong way; I will now write you more instead.

From Prague I sent you a card, and from Olmouc and from Piešťany, and today I arrived in Bratislava. Now everything depends on the passport. Tomorrow morning I will go make inquiries and I will write to you. It has already been almost a month, and I too am very impatient.

I received a letter from Helenka, and I think it is enough if you write her that I am already very impatient and [likely: cannot answer her / cannot reply to her — wording partly unclear].

I have been thinking of you very, very much, little Lajenka…

…because you are my only one in the world.

About the late Moritz, if you want, I will write/send something to you, and I will also try to obtain a written statement from a rabbi. When I have the passport in my hand, I will do everything possible to come to you as quickly as I can.

I saw the antisemitic incident with my own eyes. On Friday around midday I left for Nitra, and by evening there was even more unrest. Before, I had only read that in the newspaper; now I know it myself. A Jew cannot really remain here, because the people are infected with Hitler’s antisemitism, and that is hard to remove. Now it is quiet here.

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On Monday I am traveling to Kaschau (Košice), [apparently over a money matter; wording is rough]. During the trip I will send you only postcards, and then I will travel back to Bratislava. Dearest Lajinka, you write to me about your passport. I do not know what is to be done about it or what I should tell you; do what is necessary, because when I come, you should be in Göteborg yourself.

I think you wrote to me that you are waiting for me at the end of October, and I myself am not certain when; only when I have the passport in my hand will I know exactly when I am coming to you.

Lajinka, as long as I was taking the baths, I was very weakened and had lost weight, and now I have already put weight back on, and my feet do not hurt me at all anymore.

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In Bratislava I am bored. Time passes too slowly for me, because I am not occupied, and I am not at my workplace, although they still need me there. But one can get enough work here.

I simply want to wait until the passport comes to me.

I do not sleep much, because I have no patience. Time should just pass already so that we can finally be together, because we have been corresponding for almost a year, and it is already high time to reach the goal.

It is rainy here, so I will soon go to sleep.

Nothing more in particular, Lajin. Just be patient this month, because our time must come, and we must be together.

With many greetings and heartfelt kisses from your Martin